"For who I am trying to be"

Please just see me for who I'm trying to be not for who I am. who am I anyway? I still haven't reconciled that..hopefully any day have you yet? I bet. Dig, I have drive with direction now through all the lectures, I get it, I won't let you down I'm trying to get to my premeditated destination now in my estimation, I'm sure that I'm beyond all speculation now I'll be arriving sooner or later than expected but in life, nothing should be expected I can't be less or more than you projected if you didn't get the message, just stop projecting I am no project for your directing I'm nothing you can edit, though I need correcting but don't we all? I can't be some picture you're sketching- please draw your own conclusions, don't confuse it with deflection just see me for who I am trying to be I've reconciled that my trials are Me I have far to go, but I won't throw the towel in and flee because I embrace the mileage so the challenge is Me whether if I have years left, or I'm out in a week just accept me for who I've found Me to be