Impulsive

I fear vast tastes wanting everything I missed and feeling like I missed out on everything every desire now boosted by over compensation instant gratification now heightened the extinction of patience, as if patience only means deprivation like every sense will need to be experienced addicted to every sensual impulse the explosiveness of experiencing and experimenting taste. touch. sight. smell. sound. food. drink. sex. starring. lust. cologne. perfume. music. movies. nature. life. from imprisoned man, to a kid in a candy store controlling impulses once free- may be the hardest thing I've ever done after being kept away, all you'll ever do- is Want until IT, blinds then blends All Needs the first step is knowing thyself... and I'm so impulsive