Paralysis

Some days I think I fell and must've bust my head- I see stars never knowing where I stand- the floors gone balancing on wobbly legs- an earthquake feeling every step is near the ledge- oops I never seem to understand- I'm con-fused everything you claim to have said- am I deaf? only hearing your judgement in my head- I'm guilty? makes me wonder what the hell I plead- no contest it only made me need you less and less- like weight gain I think I must've fell and bumped my head- migraines.. waking on the wrong side of the bed- I'm cranky seeing more of you at my worst times- feel I'm dizzy you only remind me, of my worst times- you been busy listen to you? do you listen to yourself besides, how can you help me, if you can't see that you need help try lifting me up, I feel buried say its tough love, but I feel the contrary everything you say gets contradicted no wonder I struggle with confidence using me like condiments doing things for compliments-you're welcome whats the moral of a story when you you only tell a morsel of the story there's no gift in giving something you don't want don't tell me loss is good, just to feel you've won damn! you make me feel I fell and bust my head I no longer feel my arms and legs- I'm paralyzed